i have travelled a road no one else has travelled, not even my family members. we have all had our own road through our lives. experience different things, feel a different way about the same event, loved differently, cried differently, laughed about different things.
my road has been full of bumps and hills and some smooth pavement. it has in no means been easy, but what is? i guess the "easy" button for staples. haha. i have had the people who surround me and love me for support.
i have been writing my "yearbook" signings to my closest friends. it has made me realize how lucky i am to have the friends who surround me. they have all been there in their own special way. they have blessed my life differently. and effected me differently.
today was the hardest day of the year for me. and i have had several friends just send me their love. even if they don't understand what its like, or how i feel. i know that i should be more ok with everything since it has been so long, and i never really knew her. but i am not ok. i still have an aching heart. i still long to have her in my life. and get to know her. and fight with her. and hug her when something exciting happens.
but life can't be perfect all the time...only have perfect moments.
see it feels bad now, but its going to get better.......some day!
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