Closure.
How much can one person do, to get the closure they are looking for? Is it enough to write it out, to tell the person how they feel, or does the person have to go to the length of yelling and walking out on a friendship or relationship?
There are days I wonder why we were friends for so long? We were so different. We wanted so many different things for ourselves. But yet we claimed we would always be there for each other. We would never be apart even if the distance was there. We said we loved each other, we shared so many moments together. Some good, some amazing, and some not so good. But how did we drift so far apart? How did we become two completely different people then those two silly kids in 4th grade? People grow up, people change, but I never thought we would change so much we would have to walk away from each other. You used me, and I allowed it. I let you do those things. I let you break my heart over and over again. But I have decided to be done. I have decided that I am willing to let you break my heart for the last time and I am walking out. I am walking away from this friendship. I am going to watch the ropes that tied us together, burn into flames and walk away from you. It is better to watch this relationship go up into flames then it is to try to mend this bridge again only to have it damaged again.
