valentines day

oh my favorite holiday of the year. the theme colors are pink and red, and hearts!

contentment. :)

have you ever felt like you are given too much, and can't handle it all? like being blessed so much and you really don't deserve the blessing. i feel like the luckiest girl on the planet. i mean i know i have my moments where i feel like crap and don't feel like God is around, but there are weekends like this weekend, when i KNOW God is there and blesses me. but i can't seem to remember the good times, only the bad times, when i felt alone and abandoned. maybe by me writing this down, i can look back at this blog and remember during those bad times that God is good and He does provide for His children.

I was accepted into my number 1 school. Cal Poly San Luis Obispo. or SLO. It is the hardest school to get into because so many people want to get into it. I realized that the plans for going to CO are gone now. BUT I can't choose finally until I hear from San Jose. And to have the bestest friends around that congratulate me, and then to have a boyfriend who randomly goes out to dinner with you and your dad and his lady friend to celebrate. And then to spend the most amazing day with him just laying on the beach, not saying much but just enjoying the sound of the ocean.

I finally feel like everything is going to be alright. I don't feel overwhelmed as much, nor do I feel like I am not going to make it. I feel like everything is fine now, and things will work their self out in all His timing, not mine for sure.