when is it ok to lose you best friend?

when is it ok to stop wanting to be there and talk to them every chance you get?

when is it ok to move on with your life and no longer include them?

im amused at how much we have all changed. i look at the people i thought i once knew back in high school. and apparently i didn't really know them. i knew who they wanted me to know and not them.

when am i going to know what to do? how to act? how to fix things?

im so beyond frustrated with how things are. and im getting to the point of not wanting to talk to anyone. i am wanting to become more and more like a hermit and not socialize anymore. im just getting to that point where i hate talking to people. im a bitter person most of the time.

i need out of here. i need a change. i need something new. i need to go out and be away from people.

maybe thats what i will do this weekend....turn off my phone and run away for a day.