regret me not

i don't regret doing it.

i regret the day,

the place,

the time,

the way i said it.

but i don't regret doing it.

this may be one of the hardest things i have ever done in my life, but im sure there will be more things that will be harder then this.

i meant every word i said. ever. i meant everything we did together. i meant it all...and if i was given a chance to do it over again, i would not change a thing. i love you.

it may not make sense now to you about why i need to do this, but its easier for me to not be attached because i can't handle it. im immature, and i am not as grown up as i would like to believe. i want to flirt around and be wild and crazy. im sorry you had to get hurt in the process. i really am. you don't deserve this, because all you did was stay there and love me and be there for me. and all i could do was run away.

so i don't regret you, i don't regret the things we did, i don't regret ever saying anything to you,

i hope you regret me not.

now we must turn the page and start a new page in our book, maybe as friends for now. maybe more then friends later on down the road. but who knows. i want to share the page with you, but only if you allow me to. no pressure to accept me back in your life as a friend.

if anything happens, i will never ever forget you, regret you and i will always have a place in my heart for you. i will love you more then i have ever loved someone i have had to let go from my life.

so lets move forward, and not stay here.

i want YOU by my side.