i am so glad that this feeling has returned. i may not have everything worked out with school in my mind, but i have a peace about some other things. i have my amazing boyfriend along side of me. we have fought probably one of the biggest hardest battles yet. and have survived coming back even stronger. and i have my best girlfriend in the whole world there with me sharing our secrets and giggling with me. and plans my wedding that won't happen for several years just because we can. and i have gained new friends this year within the first week of school. i love the feeling of not being judged of my past, or having people know who i was. i like the feeling of starting fresh. i am rebuilding one of the bridges i broke. it is a slow process but i am rebuilding it. things seem to be slowly turning back to what they were. we had a conversation for once without any fighting and it lasted more then ten minutes. it last several hours. and for once thats what i wanted.
now if i could only have everything be peaceful for school.....
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