its that time again. to try once more to mend the bridges burned. some people may say, they are burned...stop trying to fix them. but i think everyone deserves a second chance...or third....or fourth. im not one to give up on people who i love.
but yet it seems everytime i mend one bridge, another gets burned in the process.
how can it be that my heart and my head tell me different things? my heart wants something to happen that i have always wanted to happen....to be with him. to give him another try. a real one this time. one that involves actually staying true to him, dating him, being his girlfriend.
yet my head says, to stay out of it, it will only cause problems down the road. and it would burn an amazing bridge built now. it will only end up with me getting hurt again.
The heart is the horse that makes the cart that is your body move. Your brain is the reins. You have to trust your heart to do its job but your brain is the one that gets you where you need to go.
yet, this seems so confusing. and if i ask anyone, they will all tell me to stay. to stay and not mend that bridge. to not even think about burning the already built bridge. to leave the ashes of the bridge where they lie....
on the ground.
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