this morning i burned the letter. the letter i wrote to him saying why i was so angry. and so bitter. no one else read it, it isn't even saved on my computer. and i just burned the one and only copy i had of it. i realized that when things burn, they turn to ashes. (no duh) BUT the ashes are white. when we are refined by the fire, and burned so badly we must restart from dust, we are turned white...a pure white and cleansed again. (ok maybe the ashes aren't pure white but i can pretend they are) so maybe this is my rebuilding from the dust of the ground. maybe i needed to be burned so badly and felt like nothing to be able to start fresh.
i took joey to meet my grandparents, they really liked him. a lot actually. my sister really liked him also. but i mean who wouldn't? we then sat on the beach and just enjoyed the ocean, then we started dancing..as the sun was going down. i think that may have been one of the most romantic things i have done. who would have guessed that the wrestler wanna be bad ass boy has a romantic side?
thennnn yesterday, he came over and helped me weed. :D he is pretty much the best boyfriend ever. i don't know too many guys that would come over and weed a garden for their girlfriends. i am not sure if that makes him whipped or just amazing....i think im going to say amazing because he sure doesn't listen to what i tell him to do, so he isn't whipped.
i think i got blisters on my hands from weeding...and i had gloves on. and i was attacked by bushes and have scratches on my arms.
i don't like gardening very much...just saying.
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