my heart aches for you. i can't believe you have grown up so fast, and i can't believe that you think you know better for my life then i do. i can't believe those harsh words left your mouth and those eyes looked and judged me for making my own choices instead of what you wanted for me. i can't believe you want to throw away our friendship.
my heart is definitely broken. I look back over the many friendships i have had over the years. i have worked for some and tried very little with others. friends come and go in life. there are some who stick around for years upon end, and others who come into my life for a short season. but for some reason they were in my life. they make a footprint on my heart as the walk out of my life. i know that i shouldn't be so upset about the friends that walk away from me, but i am. i am sad that those friends were the ones to leave. but im glad to have the friends who have stuck around. they are my rock and my foundation when everything else is destroyed. i know that i can turn to any of them and they will be there for me. and i would be there for them.
some day i will lose you. i know that some day you will be leaving me forever, but i can't imagine that day when i can't just call you and you will answer. i shouldn't blame God for taking you away, because i know that you have lived your life to the fullest. you have shared your wisdom with me and raised me the way mom couldn't. but im not ready to let you go. im not ready to let you leave me here.
the other day, i mentioned that you were going to marry me, and you smiled, kissed my hand and said yes i am going to.
that night made me one of the happiest people here. i can't wait to see what the future holds. we left each other for a brief time, but then found each other. the way we used to be. we argue, we yell, we frustrate each other, we laugh, we hug, we kiss, we make each other complete. you make me complete. you are my other half.
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