reality vs dreams

how am i supposed to sleep at night when my reality for the past few days has been better then any dream i could come up with?

my life hasn't been perfect, and i know that things won't always be perfect....but when i have days like this, i feel like i can conquer the world, i fear nothing, and nothing can hurt me. but i know to not set myself up too high because when things go wrong, then i come crashing even farther.

i got to spend the night with someone i love. someone i care about. though i couldn't fall asleep very well, it was still worth it. it was worth being able to roll over in the morning and smile at him and look at his face. and kiss him with his bad morning breath. (and mine too).

but i know that im trying to soak up as much time as i can in the next few weeks because he will be gone from me. and im more determined after the past few days to make things work. i feel like this is someone God has placed in my life for a reason. God has allowed my heart to open up to him for a reason.

i feel like for once, something is going the way i want it to. it isn't because of anyone else. its something i have wanted, worked at, and got. i feel like this is meant to be something amazing....even if its for a little while. which i hope its not. i hope this lasts longer then a little while. i want to make sure it does.