A month left. I have 3 fridays left. just 3 short weeks before he is gone. 5 fridays till I am moving away from this town. I have to stretch the next month out as long as possible. I can't believe that life has come to this point so fast. I feel like I need more time. I want more time here, to go back to be with friends I know, and have grown to love. I don't want new ones. I don't want to learn new faces, new personalities, new surroundings.......
yet my mind is ready. my mind is excited for the new experiences. I am ready to be out of this heat, and out of this house that has become my prison, holding all the memories of hurt and anguish against me. the walls haunt me with nightmares reaching out to hold me back from moving forward.
I am thankful for the people i have met, the experiences that i have gone through, the schools and teachers i have gone through. I am thankful for the roof over my head that has sheltered me from so many storms, the best friends that have stood beside me and carried me when i felt like drowning in my own tears.
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