one foot in front of the other

i have been so busy, i haven't had time to sit down and write.

i have been taking one day at a time. not planning for tomorrow until the very last minute, because i know i should be focused on my todays...and not my tomorrows, for we aren't promised them.

if i think too much, my mind shuts down and my whole body goes into a nervous state and i get so sick to my stomach. so im just taking my days one day at a time.

i had to say goodbye to my two best friends. it was hard. all i wanted to do was sit and cry. and not think about the idea of me not being able to see them in person till thanksgiving, and that isn't even a for sure thing yet. but i have to remember that God has been taking care of me this far, and He will continue to do so. I saw one of my favorite teachers also yesterday. I know God is going to give her a few extra jewels for being such an amazing lady. i am definitely going to miss her class.

my heart is heavy with uncertainty with my return here, but i know that i will find my car, where ever it may be, come back here and visit the people i love.

i have to remember that this is not my home, my home is with the people that love me...even if they are scattered across the state and out of state.